Yesterday my dog got put to rest. She was really my neighbour's dog but we had a special bond shared between a dog and her human. Here I am sitting here filling in time until her 10:15 walk forgetting there won't be a 10:15 nor a 3:15 walk. I suddenly have all lots of empty time slots. I have to find something to do. I can't work due to health issues. I like to do volunteer work but, whether curse or carma, every time I commit myself to it I always end up in the hospital. I'm tempted to fall off the wagon and go on a massive bender but that is out of the question as life is already too short. Why make it shorter? I'm still going over to visit my neighbours anyway to see how they are doing. Does anybody have any good suggestions?